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MOVING   
06:28pm 03/07/2003
 
mood: accomplished
add my new lj...binka!!!!yeah, i'm not going to write in this anymore. yay. i looove you alllll
 
     

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kristen   
03:46am 03/07/2003
  needs to take more butt-flap pictures  
     

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teh suckxk   
05:03am 02/07/2003
  i REALLY reeeeally loathe my username (and have since i got it in 7th grade). i have "binka" registered, and i really want to switch. will you all mind?  
     

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stupids on the loose   
03:30am 02/07/2003
 
mood: lethargic
the Video God is not on our side. maybe for our own good. or maybe it was just yessi being a ditz. but we shall never utter those words again, because her and i "switching places" is...not possible.

-or is it?

at least my legs had some work (my pores likewise), biking around like re-re's in aventura, and getting (slightly) lost downtown. fun, yes? yes!

class was ok today, too. but ms. chapsticks was not thrilled to see i had done no artwork in almost a month, while natalie had like, 10 things already. i need that little "foot-in-mouth" smiley now...but i'm gonna go to her house tomorrow. or something

gosh, am i funny looking. observe:

no, i am not stoned. i am blinking, though.
they get worseCollapse )
 
     

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ezzy fo sheezy!!!   
01:09pm 29/06/2003
  I ALSO LOVE LESLIE!!!!!!!1

and must chill with her! and probably her friends, too! =-O

peru #1!
 
     

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tonya is russian   
04:50am 29/06/2003
 
mood: tired
AND I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH TONYA TOO! how could i forget? stupid me. but you do not know HOW much i want to dress up this girl. oh i will make her soo foooine (more than she is =-O ) and then strut her.

yes, i want her to be a model so badly.
i mean, look at this:
sizzle sizzle

and that's two years ago with not-so-good makeup and weird shiny pants!

i would give her a nice berry lip stain with light dewy eyes, blowdry her hair, with a layered multi-colored pastel slipdress with cute stuff, or with those kind of skinny pants that look nice.


i am a retard, i swear
but i want to be a model scout and i've been drooling since i've met her (not in that way!)

plus she's incredibly nice and cool (which counts more, no?)
hehe, lj overload





OMG AND DAVID TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111 I LOVE YOU !!!!! AND YOUR MOM! DAVID ROCKS THE HIZZOUSE #1


ok that's it!(probably not) smooches
-binkstuh
 
     

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please...   
04:13am 29/06/2003
  someone call me sometime:

786 399 8010
 
     

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haha   
03:07am 29/06/2003
 
mood: confused
oh man
i called jhon but this guy answered telling me he wasn't there (in spanish) and i had a 5 minute confusing conversation with him. because sadly, i, bianca -mejia-, do not speak spanish.
"no tiende?"
"yes...si, eh yo no se, yo no se. no. si, yeah."
"esteban es (or es no) mi primo"
"ohh...ok. um. buenas. gracias? okay, okay. yo no se. bye!"

although this is just short a re-enactment, it was funny but confusing nevertheless. i would not mind all of this at ALL if i could be talking to jhon >:O
but instead i elaborate on "non-emotional" things because i am like that, and i am shady. maybe i have said too much.

i made a lasagna today. if you want some, let me know. mmm

summer to do list: (not neccessarily in this order chronoligically or by importance): (yes, i know i have multiple colons):
1. hang out with yessi
2. have as much jhon bondage as possible (haha)
3. get to know better/hang out with/stop neglecting/bake a pie with (NOT in order of importance): genevieveeveve, carlito, heather, juan(WHOM I HAVE NEVER SEEN) >:O, hannah, paola, karen, caty, naomi, andrea (stoned or not), jen, kelli, and kristen (i wish) AND MS. SILVERMAN even though she probably wouldn't hang out with me cause she thinks she'll get in trouble or something. i scoff at that kind of thinking! even though i haven't asked her just yet...
4. do LOTS and lots and LTOS of art/photography (yeah, i haven't started this one either)
5. organize my life
6. get my restricted license
7. bake/cook for lots and lots of people and give presents (mail kristen cookies)
8. oh yeah, and lose 10 pounds
and the rest is just kinda stupid.

i miss...someone. please pardon my closey-uppyness, but you know i can't do that. i am not playing down the feelings whatsoever, though. sigh. not much fun stuff, so i shall end it on this. that, rather.
both will do

-binky
 
     

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11:55pm 22/05/2003
 
mood: nauseated
with my mother's temporary (but severe) schizophrenic-like actions the past couple days, i've been realizing how it's not that hard to see your surroundings in an insane way. if i tried, i could get there a little bit. but i'm too lazy and wouldn't be that amused. and it's kind of sick for me to have fun with these things...self-peeling brain layers away. this delicate mass shoudn't be exposed, but sometimes it is, with natural glitches. but isn't it a mockery or disrespect to these disorders? maybe a mild one in itself. it is SO so easy to become insane, or "insane"...but who even makes the line? i don't remember where i heard this, or if i ever have before, but i think we're all crazy, but some have better ways of hiding it than others. mine is makeup. thick concealer, not even a healing agent underneath. just like concealer makes a blemish pus and fester, and eventually pop. i think i'll die then, because ever since my adolescent brain has developed, it's been thriving on concealer (subconsciously), and now i know, but it doesn't change much. but how can you change things from the most important and recently conscious years? the change is the eventual pop, a quiet neural pop that i will make dramatic so people can remember me when i die and have that moment of silence and remember my poofyness and pep. but no traits you could recognize my spirit by.



but i would be so sad in two months when they would actually get on with their lives.
and i would do evil ghostly things to them. in 5th grade, this was a recurring fantasy, but i would never like to think about the latter part, because it would totally anull my plan for attention, and i would have to use logic again.
 
     

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you don't hear from me in months and all you get are surveys. sorry.   
11:12pm 27/12/2002
 
mood: amused
A - Age: 15
B - Best Quality: being chipper
C - Choice Of Meat: heh...heh...heh....
D - Dream Date: beach
E - Ex (most recent): hmmm, tacos.
F - Favorite Food: thai, japanese
G - Greatest Accomplishment: getting gold stars in kindergarten
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: uhhhhhhhhh le tigre and that one day, oh, say the 14th?
I - Internal conflicts: things with God
K - Kool-Aid: the powder tastes good
L - Love: yessi and yorkies
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: leopard shoes
N - Name: simone
O - Outfit You Love: ahh. swishy skirt in b+w and black sweater
P - Pizza Toppings: mushrooms, basil, basil, basil, plum tomatoes, spinach (sometimes), feta, basil, uhhh...yeah
Q - Question you want to ask: "do i smell?"
S - Sport To Watch: beefcake boulder lifting. mmmm.
T- Television Show: whose line
U - Unique habit:
W - Winter: love love love it.
Y - Year Born: 1987
Z - Zodiac Sign: sagittarius

+++++and if that wasn't enough+++++

(1) The singular most boring question: What is your name? bianca
(2) Are you happy with it? sure
(3) Are you named after anyone? maybe...well. my middle name is my grandma's
(4) Your nickname: binka, bink, poofy, banca, boinka, binky, afro chick
(5) Your screenname: b1nk4
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? no
(7) Then what would you name your children? simone and...something else
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? they didn't have one
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? ...if i had a friend named simone
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? well, originally someone mispronounced my name and called me "binka". haha. bijanca, bianco, bi-ane-kah, or bianca muh GEE yuh. or MEH-gi-ya
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nahhh bianca's too common now
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: female?
(13) Straight/gay/bisexual/pansexual/queer?: queer?
(14) Single? jeez, you guys
(15) Want to be? no
(16) Your birthdate: nov 28
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: 5 1/4
(19) Age you wish you were: 12
(20) Your height: 5'2"
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it? they could be lighter
(23) The color of your hair: brown w. highlights
(24) Happy with it? yeah
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
(26) Your living arrangement? mother plus dogs
(27) Your family: everybody!!!
(28) Have any pets? yesssssssssssss
(29) What's your job: being lazy
(30) Piercings? ears...shooting for a tragus
(31) Tattoos? never
(32) Obsessions? ehhh. hehheh. nailbiting?
(33) Addictions? none yet
(34) Do you collect anything? pinup
(35) Do you speak another language? no, im a gringa, ok?
(36) Have a favorite quote? "does anything become any less beautiful just because you've seen it a thousand times over?"
(37) Do you have a webpage? ya
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? for the most part
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yeah
(40) Do you have any secrets? yes :X
(41) Do you hate yourself? not really
(42) Do you like your handwriting? it could be neater
(43) Do you have any bad habits? nailbiting, snorting, tripping (and falling),
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? lolol. I LIKE YOUR HAIR
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? "dumb and...well, dumb"
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? i pretend to be scary spice
(49) Are you a loner? no, but i'm indifferent tward it, though. i really wouldn't care either way if i had a million friends around
(50) What are your no. 1? ....yeah
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no, i'd find myself annoying
(52) Are you a daredevil? no
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? saying stupid/out of place things
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? passive
(55) Have you got a journal? no
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? optimism? and being insensitive
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? be less silly
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one would you drink out of? love
(59) How do you vent? i don't. well, i'll cry every couple of months and/or talk to yessi a lot
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? no
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? sure.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? great things come from taking chances. .still havent learned that
(64) What do you like the most about your body? my hair
(65) And least? my thighs
(66) Do you think you are good looking? in a weird way
(67) Are you confident? not when i really think about it, no. but i don't think about it too often so i really don't mope around
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? stimpy
(69) Do people know how you feel? yeah
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? i wouldn't know :/

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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? sometimes
(73) Read the newspaper? comics 8-)
(74) Pray? i should more often
(75) Go to church? yeah
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? sure, if they're cool
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no
(78) Take walks in the rain? no
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yes
(80) Drive? no
(81) Like to drive fast? golf carts, sure!!!

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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? i don't know what i sound like. i sure hope i don't really sound how i sound like on the phone cause if so i'm going to die because i sound like a nerd and omg.
(83) Hurt yourself? oh yes
(84) Been out of the country? a few times
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? i think...lol
(86) Had sex? no
(87) Been unfaithful? no
(88) Been in love? hey
(89) Done drugs? yeah
(90) Gone skinny dipping? yeah, in the tub ;-)
(91) Had a medical emergency? yeah i cut my finger off and they had to sew it on. no, just kidding...but something like that
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? for 30 seconds
(94) Played strip poker? no
(95) Gotten beaten up? almost :[
(96) Beaten someone up? no
(97) Been picked on? yes
(98) Been on stage? yes, i try to act
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? there was that one time...
(100) Slept outdoors? i yeah when i bought my tent
(101) Thought about suicide? haven't we all?
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? haha yeahhh. you should have seen me two summers ago
(103) If yes, what is your record? 36 hours?
(104) Gone one day without food? yeah
(105) Talked on the phone all night? of course 8-)
(106) Slept together with the preferred gender without actually having sex first(moms and dads don't count)? yeah lol
(107) Slept all day? yes
(108) Killed someone? huh
(109) Made out with a stranger? does a half an hour count?
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? hahaha
(112) Kissed the same gender? yeah
(114) Been betrayed? yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true? no
(116) Broken the law? yeah
(117) Met a famous person? gloria estefan!! and that lady on the trinity network
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no :/ but my mom almost did
(121) On purpose? lizards ;-( i was 9 and needed it for medical research, ok?! i felt really bad afterward, though
(122) Had sex? no
(123) With more then 1 person? yes
(124) Threesome? uhh
(125) Orgy? no
(126) Whip cream? not yet
(127) Bondage? not yet
(128) Whipped/gotten whipped? not yet. wouldn't this count as bondage?
(129) Blindfolded? dsf
(130) Tied someone up/been tied up? nooot yet
(131) Used candle wax? actually... lol
(132) Used Porn? by myself
(133) Been a groupie? no
(134) Watched porn? yes
(135) With another person? yeah
(136) Gotten caught? yess rofl. when i was 8
(139) Watched someone masturbate? on camera, i think. eww
(141) Had oral sex? itchass
(142) With someone other then your gf/bf? no
(143) Committed adultery? adultery is for adults
(144) Does your significant other know? hey >:O
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah :/
(146) Stolen anything? yeah
(147) Been on radio/tv? nearly
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? yes...ow
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? no
(150) Considered religious vocation? ...no
(151) Been criticized about your sexuality: yes
(152) Bungee jumped? not yet. i don't think i could bring myself to do it, though
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? no

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CLOTHES and other fashion shit
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(154) Shoe brand? rocketdog!!!
(155) Brand name? gap, paris blues
(156) Cologne/perfume? coconut!! and clinique happy
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? denim skirt and...some shirt
(158) How about parties? about the same
159) Wear hats? they don't fit
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? sure. it's how they display themselves
(161) Wear make-up? eyeliner, lip balm, sometimes concealer
(162) Favorite place to shop? marshalls, gap clearance rack
(163) Favorite article of clothing? denim skirt
(164) Are you trendy? i'll follow a trend if i like it, but i think have developed a style on my own by which of course is influenced by everything around me
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? oh god no

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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yeah
(167) Miracles? yeah
(168) Astrology? yeah
(169) Magic? ummm
(170) God? yeah
(171) Satan? yeah
(172) Santa? same thing >:O
(173) Ghosts? don't know
(174) Luck? a little
(175) Love at first sight? no
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yesss
(177) Witches? don't know
(178) Easter bunny? yes
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yep
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? mmm lucky charms
(181) Do you wish on stars? twice

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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes
(183) Do you think God has a gender? yes
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? it's supposed to
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? yes
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? wherever you want to

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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yeah
(188) Who is your best friends? yessi
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? yessi
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?
(191) Your favorite inside joke? tomato. eheheh
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? uhhh my laugh?
(193) Who's your longest known friend? your mom
(194) Newest? uhhhhhhh
(195) Shyest? rheheh
(196) Funniest? danny
(197) Sweetest? jen...and john
(198) Closest? yessi
(199) Weirdest? paola/tim
(200) Smartest? yessi
(201) Ditziest? lol yessi
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? sam and rae
(203) Last person you talked to online? yessi
(204) Who do you talk to most online? a lot of people
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? yessi. hell, i only talk to her
(207) Who listens to your problems? yessi
(208) Who do you fight most with? lol....yessi.
(209) Who's the nicest? laura :-*
(210) Who's the most outgoing? karen and paola
(211) Who's the best singer? anna p
(212) Who's on your shit-list? what's that?
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? mmm sex
(214) Who's your second family? yessi's
(215) Do you always feel understood? i don't understand myself, but there's not much to understand or have misunderstood so i don't really have an answer to this question
(216) Who's the loudest friend?
(217) Do you trust others easily? yeah too easily
(218) Who is your friend, but you don't trust? uhhh
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: aww what a sweet question. the only person or people i want knowing this answer already does.
(220) Do your friends know you? i guess
(221) Friend that lives farthest away? i think someone lives in england or something

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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? yes
(223) Do you remember your first love? who?
(224) Still love him/her? say what?
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? no
(226) What do you find romantic? stuffing on beaches at night where the moon beams and the surf gently rolls and everything is blue and happy
(227) Turn-on? yessi's back thing :X and...you know...that other thing
(228) Turn-off? yelling across the room while in the middle of something
(229) First kiss? don't remember...
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? flattered at first but worried how i'm going to get out of it
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? wtf is a blind date? a retarded thing shoving two people into a thing that has been predisposed to have a romantic...thingy. well i've never had one but it's dumb
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? yeah
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yeah
(236) Do you think the preferred gender finds you good looking? hellls yeah 8-) ...well. no. :/
(237) What is best about the preferred gender? mmm. yes, lips, eyes, tush, chest
(238) What is the worst thing about the preferred gender? it's not them, it's me
(245) Do you read porn? sometimes
(246) Read the articles? yeah and the comics
(247) Just the pics? no
(248) What's the last present someone gave you: eeeeee. a bed!!
(257) Are you in love? whaaaaaaa
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? i'm hoping this is a rhetorical question, and if so....hell yes
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw someone hot standing on the sidewalk? i'd give them a quick flirty glance and walk away...then walk around the block and watch them from the bushes
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THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
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(267) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? yeah i'd jerk off all day
(268) If you did experience that for one day, what would you do? oops i just answered it
(269) What do you love most about the other gender? them being able to open pickle jars?
(270) What do you dislike most? leaving the toilet seat up
(271) What do you understand least? why they have to be so hardheaded
(272) Honestly, what do you notice first in the preferred gender? hair, torso, face, lips

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POSSESSIONS
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(273) What is your fave possession? skirts
(274) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? um. a digital camera
(275) How badly do you want it? really bad, if it didn't eat up batteries a lot
(276) Have you ever seen The Exorcist? no
(277) How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is in this section? uh, no but i was just wondering.

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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? myself/own thoughts
(280) You wanted to kill? ????
(281) That you laughed at? my dog
(282) That laughed at you? yessi
(283) That turned you on? hey >:O
(284) You went shopping with? yessi
(285) That broke your heart? myself
(286) To disappoint you? myself
(287) To ask you out? nobody
(288) To make you cry? Jsdk'fk'dslklsdkfl;sdkfl;
(289) To brighten up your day? my dad
(290) That you thought about? Jsdkjfdsljf;skdjaklj
(291) You saw a movie with? david and alex and jen and tim and someone else i think
(292) You talked to on the phone? yessi
(294) You saw? my mom
(295) You lost? nena
(296) You went head over heels for? screw you
(297) You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? hey. yessi IS NU...uh...z!
(298) You wanted to be? kathleen hanna
(299) You told to fuck off? don't remember
(300) You trusted? yessi
(301) You turned down? noah? rofl
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
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(302) Smiled? like 3 minutes ago
(304) Cried? today....visiting nena...
(305) Bought something? tuesday
(306) Danced? yesterday
(307) Were sarcastic? today
(309) Talked to an ex? um like a week ago
(310) Watched your fave movie? iono
(311) Had a nightmare? when i was 10. i think. damn i dont know
(312) Talked on the phone? a couple of hours ago
(313) Listened to the radio? today
(314) Watched TV? this morning
(315) Went out? an hour ago
(316) Helped someone? i don't know?
(317) Were ? .....
(319) Saw a movie? i dont rememberrrrrrrrr
(320) Said "I love you"? todayy
(321) Missed someone? now
(322) Fought with a family member? today
(323) Fought with a friend? a long time ago
(324) Had a serious conversation? this morning
(325) Smoked weed? two weeks ago.
(326) Got drunk? my birthday a year ago
(327) Had sex? never

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A LAST TIME for everything...
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(328) Last book you read: um. um. oh. memoirs of a geisha
(329) Last movie you saw: harry potter? or was it they? they, i think
(330) Last song you heard: German Military Marches - Adolf Huhnlein Marsch
(331) Last thing you had to drink: watrt
(332) Last time you showered: today. with coconut soap :D
(333) Last thing you ate: mmm thai curry
(334) Last CD you bought: the doors - waiting for the sun
(335) Last thing you bought: stretchy jeans =-O

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going to? maybe
(338) Will it be with your significant other? if they were here
(339) Or some random person? that too
(340) What are you wearing right now? your mom
(341) Body-part you're touching right now? everywhere
(342) What are you worried about right now? i should be worried about the things i have to do...but im not. that sucks.
(343) What book are you reading? to kill a mockingbird
(344) What's on your mousepad? a kitten :/
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: unhungry, achy, missing, stupid, bored
(346) Are you bored? hey good question
(347) Are you tired? no
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
(350) Are you lonely or content? in between
(351) Are you listening to music? i was


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NUMBERS
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(352) Do you laugh when you hear the number 69? to myself
(353) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
(354) Do you actually know your social security number? no
(355) Do you actually know your IP address? no, not every time i get on
(356) Do you know what an IP address is? yeah
(357) Do you know the four-character extension on your zip-code? yes, 1310
(358) Have you ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? no
(359) Does your head hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc? yes!!! it;s crazy
(360) What do you think of pi? lol. um..not much
(361) Have you got a fave number? 7 or 5 or 3 or 0
(362) How many rings before you take the phone? as many as it takes to get to it
(363) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yes
(364) How many CD's do you have? dunno
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COMPUTERS
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(365) Mac or PC? pc
(366) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer? moderately so
(367) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversations? yeah
(368) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or telephone? less personal in IM
(369) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? yeah
(370) How much time do you spend online each week? too much...when i have a modem and time
(371) Is the Internet one of the modern things you could never live without? i would have said yes, but i've lived a while without it. not by choice. i had withdrawls, though. violent ones. you think i'm kidding though, don't you??
(372) Do you even receive snailmail letters anymore? not from people
(373) Send any? no
(374) What's your fave smiley? :]
(396) If you could meet anyone in the world, living or not, who would it be? someone
(397) Who is your idol? my cat, elian
(398) What band has the funniest name? !
(399) This questionarre was short two questions, so do you burp often? only as often as i find sexy
(400) I know you pick your nose, too. that's not a question ;-(
 
     

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08:55pm 27/12/2002
 
mood: blank
?Name:bianca marie
?Do you like your name?: sure
?Nickname(s): binka, bink, banca, fluffy, poofy, hair, dumbass
?Age: 15
?Do you wish you were older?: no, younger >:O
?Height: 5'2"
?Do you wish you were taller?: i wish i were a baller
?Do you think your're fat?: maybe
?Do you think your're too skinny?: haha
?Birthday: 11-28-87
?Do you like your birthday?: yes, it's fun. not too close to christmas as to where i would get combined presents (bah) but still in the holiday season. being on thanksgiving sometimes is a plus :D
?Eye color: brown
?Hair color: brown
?Do you like the way you look?: sometimes
?What would you change about your looks?: stop being so ugly >:O
?Hometown: like, where's home? here? miami?
?Current residence: miami, fl
?School: pork high
?Is your school nice?: for now, but there are exeptions
?Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: heeee
?Favorite colors: green
?Where do you see yourself in ten years?: oh gosh. hopefully with a steady career
?What is your biggest fear?: cockroaches crawling on me, things only being good because of their novelty
?Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
?Favorite basketball team: heat?
?Favorite baseball team: marlins?
?Do you like to go to the mall?: yeah...i mean i go so often.
?Boxers or Briefs?: teehee. both :X (
?If you were stuck on an island, who would you wanna be stuck with?: yessi...and...yanno
?Do you want to get married?: yeah
?Do you want to have kids?: um..not really
?Favorite cartoon character: ahdfs;. there was that one pretend cartoon commercial on cartoon network a few years ago....frothy dog!!!! i loved it. they should have made him a real cartoon though...
?Favorite TV show: whose line is it anyway? and the golden girls
?Are you afraid to die?: yes. because i know i won't end up where i'd want to
?What's your screen name(s)?: b1nk4
?Do you live at home?: no, in a box
?Do you like where you live?: yeah it's cool
?Dream car: my mom's old one
?If you could change your name, what would it be: when i was in 5th grade i wanted it to be Sable Skies...and i was seriously considering it. poor me. no, not anymore
?Favorite restaurant: thai house, nami, las vegas sometimes...
?What do you want to be when you grow up?: an artist? something like that
?Have you ever been on TV?: no, but almost!!!

THE FUTURE:

?What do u want to do?: in the future? dance all day
?Where are you going to school next year?: pork high
?When do you think you'll die?: hopefully before i need to depend on people cause i know if i have kids they're gonna ignore me
?Would you ever dye your hair?: maybe to touch up my roots
?Hanson or Marylin Manson?: both
?Do you like McDonalds or Burger King?: booger king?
Have you cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
?What is the sweetest thing someone has done for you?: heheheheh.eee
?Do you think long distance relationships work?: depends
?What is your favorite quote?: "yo momma" - me
?What is the most messed up thing anyone has done to you?: i can only think of things i've done to others
?Dancing or singing?: both! lol can't do either
?Weirdest moment?: having someone's buttcrack right in my face for a split second. and flashing the cafeteria
?Do you take bubble baths?: i used to when i was little but it always hurt my gynie
?Do you sing in the shower?: when i'm happy
?Who is the loudest person you know?: you
?Who is the most quiet person you know?: that kid in my math class i always say hi to that doesn't talk
?What is your "Happy Place"?: online
?What is your favorite thing to do when you are not online?: draw, think about all the million things i have to do, chill, be lazy
?Who do you wish wanted to date you? : no...body...in particular.... :]
?Is this survey a pain in the ass?: no but it doesn't make sense because all these questions are in the "future" section
?Who do you go to for advice on the preferred gender?: yessi
?Best friend?: yessi
?Worst enemy?: i think i like everyone

RELATIONSHIPS:

?Ever been in love?: don't know
?Are you in love now?: maybe
?Single?: good question
?Do you have a secret crush?: i'll get back to you
?Does someone have a secret crush on you?: it wouldn't be a secret, now would it? >:O
?Gone out with someone and regretted it?: lol ya
?Ever been dumped by letter?: no but i did
?Perfect date: on the beach with a full moon. rofl
?Where do u find yourself in 5 years?: why is this in the relationships section? in college i guess

THE PRESENT:

?Who's with you?: jack, bearbear and bitch (nikki)
?Whats on the tv?: something about kurt russel that my mother informed me of
?What time is it?: 8:53 pm
?Eating anything?: yo momma
?Are you tired?: not really, bored.
?What are you wearing?: niagra falls tshirt, polyester german soccer shorts. what about you? ;-)
 
     

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i...i just died in your arms tonight...   
02:09am 19/07/2002
  loves: 5 hour calls with yessi, plums, seltzer  
     

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05:40pm 22/06/2002
 
mood: okay

 
     

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wheeee   
12:50am 18/03/2002
 
mood: jubilant
i got into the krop magnet for art 8-)

hey, it's not new world but it's nice!!

plus my mom's buying me a cool vintage car

oh yeah.
 
     

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12:24pm 23/02/2002
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02:33am 28/08/2001
 
mood: exhausted
i hate school;

this will be a horrible year
.oh well
 
     

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ch ch chssssss   
08:56am 23/08/2001
 
mood: drained
iono about this thing

if im on your friends list and im taking up space you can delete me, i dont want to delete you because i still read your journals

god, you think i'd be tired after 26 hours+ with no sleep. i've been doing this more often, it's starting to worry me. i dont get tired when i should but when i do its weird. you suck, bye.
 
     

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09:11am 22/08/2001
 
mood: melancholy
yay...new york. <thats a link you know. i didnt know that. til whenever. lol oh well. hi. no sleep for me, i hate nyquil. jeez, now i know why i never want to wake up before 7 pm.
 
     

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12:35am 14/08/2001
 
mood: stupid
sunday was an eventful day. alright, one event. much more eventful than my usual summer days. go to sleep at 7 am, wake up at 7 pm. i went to the movies with my dad, saw the princess diaries. sigh. i saw an extremely cute girl...but she was in the other one. she was all butch and cute and stuff. i <3 laura though :-* the princess diaries wasnt as cheezy as expected, but good! in one of the funny parts...i snorted. :-[ and eeeveryone started laughing really hard lol. i tried to hide, but i was way in front lol. then he came over today and yelled at my mom for sleeping until 5 and blah blah blah. but yay, i'm getting my own phone line tomorrow! so i can really be...online...all...the time. hm. gah. do you see why i never post? hahaha. i might make a new page. my old one's dead.

oh, if anyone local i know likes DARWIN'S WAITING ROOM...i have this thingy from the herald's weekend thing, it has a full page color cover and two pages color article...the cover is kind of messed up but its only a newspaper thing.


yeah yeah well laura rocks and mmk bye. nothing really happens to me, and i would write about me and my feelings but i dont really feel like that's necessary. i promised i wouldnt be online tonight. agh@me. going to make my room somewhat pretty

in america you can be free :]
 
     

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02:19am 06/08/2001
 
mood: groggy
laura
 
     

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